Hey ~
I just woke up ...
Was supposed to go to the gym with zhennie today ...
But i am really freaking tired and worned out ...
So darn lethargic ...
Now that i have less stuff to occupy myself with,
life seems to get empty and meaningless once again ...
Don't know what to do next ...
You left me too soon ...
Things goes so wrong whenever i see or speak to you ...
So wrong that i don't even know what i am saying or doing ...
I can be jumpy and happy a monent ago
then violent and arrogant then turn quiet all of a sudden ...
What has become of me ?
I really don't wanna be like this ...
I really hate myself to the core right now ...
Why can't i be strong ?
Why must i be like this ?
What have you done to me ?