
The chaos of my love life had already made me weak enough ~
Why is it that when i'm beginning to recover,
these have to send me crashing down once more ?
What's worst everything came simultaneously ~
Not even giving me a chance to lift myself up ...
I'm afraid i'll take a longer time to recover this time ...
Please don't expect me to smile as much as before or even get up on my feet immediately after all that had happened ...
It ain't easy as it sounds ~
I need time ...
My heart would have been made of ice if i still could ~
Well it may not be such a bad idea either ...
So what if i used to be a happy-go-lucky and one hell of a crazy girl ...
Setbacks had made me really vulnerable ~
Sorry to disappoint you guys ...
I can't help it ~
I wish i wasn't the way i am either ~