WHY AM I STILL SUCH A WEAKLING ???
Sunday, November 9, 2008
8:58 PM
Worked in the morning today ~ =/ Was super tired after work but ah hui wanted to walk around ... Couldn't bear to disappoint her hence i accompanied her ~ =] Was dead beat when i reached home in the evening, that i actually dropped down on the 1st mattress that i saw ~ Amazing ... zzz The moment i closed my eyes, unwillingly, my mind was filled with thoughts of you ~ Tears started flowing down my cheeks once more ~ With that, i cried myself to sleep ... -_-" Woke up about 3 hours later ~ I know this ain't right ~ But i can't help it ... No matter how hard i try ~ I've fallen too deeply ~ There's no way for me to get out now ... Though i may have act like i've moved on and though i'm not forcing you to get back with me ~ But i really want you back so badly, that me trying to stop loving you, it's as bad as asking me to stop breathing and ending my life ~ I do have my friends around me and i'm glad and grateful that i have them with me ... But i do get lonely ~ Don't worry ~ I know it's impossible for us to get back together again ... I won't use any underhand methods to get you back either cause that's just really bitchy and that's so not me ... I know my rights and where i stand ... Yes, we might still love each other ~ But i know she deserves your love and to love you more than i do ... Beauty, intelligence, character wise i'm nowhere near her ~ Who am i to compete with her for your love ??? But then again do i even have the rights to compete with her ??? You might have the motivation to do stuff only for me now ~ Maybe they're just habits instead of love ... Habits can be changed ... Soon you will do stuff for your girl instead ~ By then it'll be because of love not habit ... You don't have to love me or stop loving me if you want to ... But please don't ever stop me from loving you or try to do stuff that will make me hate you ~ Cause so far all your efforts have gone down the drain ... I still love you deeply ~ So i guess that's it then ... =] |
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